I am so tired of doubting and and worrying over the dumbest things. I pray for faith and to have the strength to "give it to God," but I struggle.
I know some of it's human nature, but I have friends that give their car away because they have faith that God will provide for them and here I am worrying over relationships and being alone. That is pathetic! One day I am feeling great and good about myself and the next I doubt my worth or how others view me.
I am having a pity party tonight...
My head hurts and I can feel depression setting in. Is this God testing me...
Please say a prayer for me. I will return the favor!
